Tomorrow!

Here we are. One more sleep. I don't think nervous even begins to cover it. I've thought before that it would suck to have an anxiety disorder... But now I think I know what it would actually feel like. On the plus side, of course, is that I can go running (safe from anxiety for 30 minutes), have mom rub my back (safe for 10 minutes), plan plan plan (safe for 2 hours).

What about this going to sleep part? What about the laying here with nothing but the Disney song stuck in my head?

The worst is that I don't usually feel nerves. Exams? Bah! Job interview? Pffft. Date? Just exciting.

But something that I want this bad? Usually no one knows! then, if it doesn't go my way, no big deal!

EVERYONE KNOWS ABOUT THIS.  EVERYONE.

I want adventure in the great, wide somewhere. I want it more than I can tell. 

Here goes nothing everything.